Friday Rituals: Part VIII

As I passed the office to leave, Lady Madonna called my name. She was sitting at the small secretary, paperwork spread out in front of her.

I entered the office, and went to parade rest.

Lady Madonna smiled. “No, no…relax. We are not in training mode now. Right now we are in client discussion mode.”

I was confused. “Okay…what can I do for you?”

“Mmmm, the question is, what can I do for you?” she responded.

“I don’t get your meaning.”

“Today was your second training session. Did it meet the requirements of your fantasy?"

I wasn’t prepared for this question. I thought the answer had been obvious. “You’ve more than met my expectations. I never thought I’d really get to live out my fantasies.”
“Where are you in your life, as far as relationships?”

I wrinkled my brow, wondering where this was going. “I don’t have anyone right now. My last boyfriend was with me purely for soaking off of me. I ended it when he asked me if his pecs weregetting smaller after cumming in me.”

Lady Madonna raised her eyebrow at that story. “Sounds like he needs a good spanking. How long ago was he in your life?’

I looked at her, and sheepishly answered, “Eight months ago.”

“So what do you see in your future relationships?”

These questions were deeper than I was prepared to respond to at the moment. “I haven’t considered it. Right now, I’m enjoying indulging myself. This is purely self-gratification for me. Why are you asking me these questions?”

“I’m asking because I have the ability to make connections. If I know a dominant that is looking for a submissive, I can make introductions. Periodically I throw parties to make these introductions. I don’t know how serious you are about being a submissive, or if you are just dallying for the moment. Personally, it doesn’t matter to me-if it’s for the moment, I make money. If you really enjoy it, I can help make positive changes to your life. And I still make money. For me, it’s a win-win situation.”

I stood there quietly. I had not considered where I was going with my love life, my sex life, and my relationships with people in general. Currently I was contentedly in a vacuum.

“I tell you what. I’m throwing a party in five weeks. That gives you two more sessions. It gives you time to think, and decide what lifestyle you really want to pursue. It also gives you time to get tested for AIDS and STDs. At the second session, you tell me, and if your decision makes the grade, then I’ll invite you into the inner circle.”

I looked at her, measuring the sincerity of her offer. “Ok. I’ll think about it. See you in two weeks.”

I walked out into the cool, crisp air, feeling very hot, flustered, and confused. Where was I going in my life?